Now I
realize I don’t want this to end. I know I’ll miss going to the Institute every
day and learn from the amazing teachers we have and from my incomparable mates.
The truth is that I don’t have time to stop and reflect about my feelings; which
are many. On one side, I want to finish my career and spend some time doing
nothing at all! But then I think that the new stage brings new
responsibilities; not being a student anymore and being in charge of my own
students. I hope I have taken the best
of the people I met during these five years; their patience, their motivation,
their perseverance, their positivity, their knowledge and so on. I feel blessed
because of this experience and the opportunity to grow as a person and as a
future teacher. Some people don’t appreciate what they have, but I´m thankful
because I can do what I like. I remember when I started the teacher training program
I wasn’t so sure of what I wanted. I just liked the language and that was it. But
with the years I realized it was bigger than that; I was studying to be a
teacher. And then I understood the role teachers have in our lives and how some
simple actions can change someone’s day or even a life.
I wouldn’t
like to be a mediocre teacher as I have seen many times; I would like to be a creative, caring and
respected one. I know I have still many things to learn; things which are not
only related to the language but which are related to values and experiences
which will make my classes more enjoyable and positive. Right now, I feel tired
and I wish for the holidays to come, but I know that next year I will miss the
afternoons at IFDC learning and sharing moments with my mates. I hope those moments
won’t go so easily from my mind. I know this is the end of something, but the
beginning of another stage in my life which I want it to be as enjoyable as
possible.
Be happy!
Natalia.
Natalia: I understand what you are saying. It's been four years for many of you... And it has been over 9 years for many of us so, yes, I definitely understand you. It is something scary. We all want to finish but, at the same time, there's kind of a hole in our hearts. Something that we did not see coming: the fact that we are no longer attending classes or dealing with deadlines at the IFDC. It is strange, it is new but, it's like everything in life: it scary at first, until you get used to it!! =)
ResponderEliminarDear and sweet Naty! You are getting your degree, too! Isn´t it great?? You really deserve it! We have shared many moments of friendship and happiness. I whole-heartedly congratulate you!!
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